She extended her hand. I unclipped my badge and surrendered it.
***
At home, I finally unfolded Alicia’s note.
Her grandmother had given both sisters money for education and a fresh start.
You told me you worked your way through school. Everyone calls you lucky to be a doctor. I don’t think they know what it cost.
I hadn’t expected to feel so understood.
Nora still has her half. I can’t use mine for the life Grandma wanted me to have. Maybe it can give you some of yours back.
The wedding was something I wanted. This is something I want to give you. You deserve to have a good life, doc.
She’d drawn a smiley face beside her name.
***
My parents invited me to dinner that evening.
Mom served rice, and for a moment I enjoyed being cared for.
“Any news?” Dad asked.
“Not yet,” I said.